sex is so important. love is just lovely.
I am SO hedonistic... so fucking impulsive,,and all i want is sex and power
- whatever will cause me to make those endorphins. right?
i don't care how i get them..or who i take them from. right?
i want all my needs satisfied.
It's so frustrating going through the day with these desires inside me.
It makes me so fucking uncomfortable.
because sex and love are the same for everyone else. connected; always.
but (i'm) dangerous
what's more, I get jealous. i want to be the only one.
wanted. chosen. yearned for. always..always is a big word .
narcissistic personality disorder is a personality disorder
characterized by a long-term pattern
of exaggerated feelings of self-importance
an excessive need for admiration
and a lack of empathy toward other people
people with narcissistic personality disorder spend an inordinate amount of time thinking about
achieving power.
I know it's so wrong 
i will get my needs met