♡ i really do want to be with someone ♡

there are so many reasons

• companionship
• money
• make food for me
• comfort me when i'm sad
• hold me close
• sex
• massage my shoulders
• do drugs with me
• give me gifts
• compliments
• cuddles on the couch
• wear sexy clothes for me
• teach me things
• laugh at my jokes
• better self esteem
• care for children?
• raise pets
• mom's approval
• podcast
• grocery shopping

I want to be

there has to be a correct way to fuck people. without hurting them. without hurting.

I want to hold and be held.
not just feeling a human body pressed against me..
feeling desired.

how long is forever? how many years...time might take me places i don't want to go, but it can't hold me here.
it will help me escape..no matter what it really wants ♕

i'm gonna stop all the pain. i'm gonna melt it..it's gonna go away. from me. from you.

i will take all of it and use it.

i will bend it to my will for us..isn't that the right thing to do?