^^^^ hello ^^^^
because there is a lot to explain..i think.
(don't listen to me)
all i know is what i can experience through my eyes and hands
i'm the same as you, I want to become like you. secure. normal. appreciated by others.
there's a lot of pressure. physically and otherwise. so maybe i will be overwhelming to you, also
i can't be sure of what anything is to others. how they take in the world.
am i what you need? I hear that i can be
is that good? am i good? good for things?
physically and otherwise. you know