not sure what it would be like to jump from here..

tommorow i'll just look down again. very carefully.

i'm scared of falling. more than a person who wants to jump should be scared

but i have to be strong. i have to DO THE RIGHT THING

every time it looks better down there and worse up here. i couldn't do it so easily..it would take mental preperation. but isn't that whatt i'm doing?

isn't that what i'mm ready for?