I can't risk devoting myself to just one person.
everyone will continue to leave me...always.
it's because i'm broken and sick.
i'm not valuable enough.
i'm not worth keeping around to "love"
(like loving what i am is possible)
and I don't trust myself to be able to hold on to someone. to commit..to keep..
stay with me. because i'm
dangerous
but you're not scared
yes..
i will keep you safe

don't melt

narcissistic personality disorder is a personality disorder
characterized by a long-term pattern
of exaggerated feelings of self-importance
an excessive need for admiration
and a lack of empathy toward other people
people with narcissistic personality disorder spend an inordinate amount of time thinking about
achieving power.