i love to watch things outside of me grow; to be truly alive.

could i be like that..someday? grow? improve? that's what i want

it seems possible. it seems natural. even for me.

they tell me to be STRONG...

why do i always think i've gotten stronger? i'll never be strong enough to do what's required of me

just laugh the way you should. good! that's what makes me useful :)

light me up
heat without passion
warmth without comfort.
dirt without cover
death without burial