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i'm so fucking FUNNY!

what am i worth when i'm not entertaining someone?

am i "useful" to you when i'm sad? when my human flaws come out?

do you really love me?

^{will you listen to my feelings when i'm sad? do you care about me at all as a person?}

please say that i've won your love with my fun jokes...that my jokes have made me mean something to you.

I want to have meaning.

i feel so much fucking despair when i'm all alone.

I never tell you. you'd leave me.

texting is just so much easier. i can give you exactly what you want from me.

i love you so much. i want to be a person. to be valued and respected. i'm sorry

i am just a movie ticket you have to feed. just a form of entertainment.

i'm too demanding. too angsty. bullshit. i'm sorry. im sorry im sorry