it doesn't as bad as it looks. actually, it hurts less now.
i was in pain before, and now i feel better. do you understand that? no?
look, i didn't think about it at the time. I was mad.
just let me do this, okay? when you tell me not to it makes it seem like a better idea.
because it's control. control feels better than smooth skin.

you don't understand that because pain hurts you
and you don't even fucking question why you don't like it.

i know it doesn't look good..i can just cover it up. nobody wants to see blood.
unless it's in a movie
see it won't be a big deal. nobody will see anything, and they won't ask questions.
they don't ask those questions because they want to know the answer.


:::::i don't need people like you to tell me:::::::::::::::::::::
::::::::::::::::::::that i'm wrong every day::::::
leave me alone.

blood drops