can I tell you more about the way i see the world?
thank you
well it started several years ago. I'm not sure when..
but nothing has been the same sense. since. well it is the same senses...

still, my memories are so vivid. that's the word, isn't it? very vivid.
"clear" in my "mind"
technicolour

(they tell me it's fake..and they must be right
because i'm the crazy one...)

when you look at me, you'll see a face. a set of expressions that i give the world
that's the only way i have to communicate to you or anyone else
and i am so bad at it...i am not good at existing
the way i should

all the things are real to me, everything i say is real
believe me. trust me.

sometimes i don't feel real