ah, just pour me one to calm down.
let me just focus my eyes. a long blink and a stare straight aheadfuck i'm gonna be sick again.
i get all slow and leave my senses behind. i leave things anywhere..i lose everything and i don't find what i wanted to get.
i think..a little.
every time i try to escape this way..like a normal person. 🍺 is a normal thing.